What's That First Moment Like When You Step Into Major Leakfield?

i remember facing roger clemens, and my knees were shaken. i was still three years away from legally being able to drink. And at the time, goose gossece was on the team. Yer, like bunch of kids, an, like, what am i doing here? Ho, can it be playing men? Yes. So that was, it was strange. It was fun,. It was scary, all of it. Even at that point though, your asking for advice, like, your seeking people out. Is that just your natural way of being, or what was the, what was driving you to do that?