A Moments Pain Is a Lifetimes Gain

A moments pain is a lifetimes gain pakom tells himself. A moment of recognition an agnariasis where he understands his fatal flaw right at the end of the parable he realizes he's been too greedy i've been too greedy now i've ruined it. He sees that the sun is almost touching the horizon veiled in mist  it was large and blood red it was about to set but although it did not have very far to sink it was no distance to the starting pointEither pakom remembers his dream i've plenty of land now but will god let me live to enjoy it no i'm finished i'll never be able to do anything like this again.