It is shocking to me how quickly all this happens and how you go these. You had to have so much hope in situations like this hoping that it is going to get better. That is a lot of us survived. The non-resisting in both your parents and Max's parents, both are, look, we've got to just do what we're told right now. We have no choice. And the reason is because otherwise it's almost like an immediate execution. Right. Unbelievable. Where was the world when this was going on? On a personal level. What was it like with a little Christian girl, a little girl that you knew that you played with and then