i still find it bizarre that you guys think me as a chad, like i don't feel like one, right? So, i grew up, you know, had a crush on a girl in middle school. Talked to her once, never went anywhere. She was with popular kids. Had a boy friend who was popular and bullied me. High school, i remember, there was one day where, like, the hottest scroll in my freshman class sat next to me at the library and made small talk with me. I've asked out 20 women. It's ok for me to feel like something is busted with im. Your brain is like problem solving, and its lik maybe i