I Don't Believe in Myself, I'm Always Telling Stories

i didn't at all considere myself a crazy story teller. You know, i'm always telling stories, but they're not fictional stories or facts. They're supposed to provide perspective and comfort to others. And so i was always telling everybody, i knew somebody that. That was just my whole resolve and i've always after that. I think i was on some level of self loathing.  I wasn't very talkative, not as much as i am now. When i came into grade nine high school,. i had so much social anxiety that i planned, like, i'm gong to take these courses, you know, ong ointo be the front