How Did You Balance the Overwhelming Teleological Certainty of These Epiphanes?

The book was written over a 15 year period, and it took him five years to write the book. The technique that i use turned out to be so powerful. It kept expanding the territory of the experiences beyond known territory, beyond previous territories. I didn't understand some of the subtlety of the interconnectivity of the sessions until i was actually writing the book. And in the end, my commitment as a educator, as a philosopher, because i knew that there was nothing personal about what i was sharing. Its something that underlies all of us.