The Art Form of Healing

I was abused by such a cult when i was growing up, and i'd like to know how to heal on the spiritual level. When i meditate and get very high, sometimes at that time, images from the abuse intrude. It feels like this abuse has affected me on this deep spiritual level. Any ideas there are powerful traumas people have that imprint, they get imprinted very deeply around those tramas. And you begin to see a lot about your mind. It's quite a beautiful thing.