"I don't think I slept in the front of the wake-up time call and we went out to carlton the board the airplane With no no sleep per se in a car and a Co-pilot that wouldn't talk into me. I didn't know how to do run any of the systems And we took off having no idea how in the hell I was going to do this." "We thought about all the stuff we'd gone through in the last five and a half yearsAnd then It was time and I thought you know Dick you're probably going to be dead in the next five minutes"