Millerepa - I Found the Deathless State

i wish i would have started earlier. I would havea been able to be a lot more friendly towards the fear and walk towards it rather than run from it. How about millereppa? You get strapped into a radiation, one of those radiation machines, i ha testicular canteand millerepa. Then let's talk about death. Oh, you went to a nice cave, beautiful with a great view, and you're a monk, and you are not attached to anyone,. And you're wandering free and clear. That being said, i'm so grateful for these teachings. They certainly helped.