Is This Really What I Should Be Doing?

It was one of those things where it was my idea to end it but then it was like oh is this really what I should was this yeah second thought. She kept me on a string for for a year of me trying can we talk can we talk and then not right now, he says. "If you're not getting the communication across then you're gonna just build up these especially to a communicator your stonewalling someone who wants to talk" 'I'm willing to freaking put up with with this for a year and then I need I need an answer'  he adds.