The Power of Abusive Relationships

I never imagined that i would be in a situation where i had lost all sense of my power and more than that, it was almost like i gave my power to him willingly. It's a really complicated thing. Abusive relationships, cause i don't blame him fully. I blame myself, but i also blame like he he had a really hard life. And so in that dynamic, there was a power dynamic. He could see what i hated about myself, and he used it. And i basically felt like nobody else would ever love me. So i was in this situation, and i was in i made a cry for help.