The Goddess of Creativity Gets Offended When You Ask Yourself to Pay the Bills

I have an ADHD brain the minute you put an agenda to something like this thing I do must bring me clients it must. meet a certain standard to establish me as an authority and then but just like talking about it makes me say that's so much pressure. The goddess of creativity gets offended when you are like okay now pay the bills please right? So doing it to get clients is a horrible reason to start a podcast most mostly because it's gonna make it hard for you to stay with it if it's not bringing you clients right away or for a long time which mine didn't at first either. You got to do it for internal reasons that aren't gonna go away when you have a