I dated coke dealer and I wanted to have fun no it definitely was never about having fun like yeah it was never fun you know what I mean yes. Don't get me started we watch the way that drugs and alcohol are portrayed in movies and tvYeah it's either one or the other it's either leaving Las Vegas or it's like yeah we're finally on spring break and we get to just live it up but then it very quickly becomes just like a horrible shame cycle, he says.