Do I Answer the Door?

"I just went through, just got my wife left, buddy's dead. All these other things happen. I can't sleep. I'm fucking anxious all the time," he says. "So I'm like, I'm going to smoke myself." He had a gun in his hand when his doorbell rang and was planning on doing it on the couch. 'It is what it is, man. You don't want to drink if you're suicidal or depressed'