Are You at the Top of the Moment?

i just want to live at the top of my emotions all the time, liketo. It's like when i became conservative, my mamasi, please, called a psychiatrist. We do agree on maastu i, i say we do. But i'm not conservative by any means. I mean, but what even is conservatives have conserved nothing likeon laterin an houran the yat? There's nothing economi i don't know. This is conservativesm is just like feudalist. A lica csarven, like a that is like making something totally new is the only way to conserve any like spirit.