Is Alcoholism a Parasite?

When I was introduced to non duality Uh It changed everything because most my most of my drives were to get out Non duality gave me a suspicion. Am I in yeah Yeah, and all the going getting out, which were many vehicles Seemingly had failedBecause I still felt I was uncomfortable irritable and restless in something And the first the only thing I ever heard this opposite way of looking at it was through non duality. The conclusions it's based on That aren't actually conclusions. They're just implied to already be soYeah, so the idea of self if you watch it doesn't tell you you're in you're in the act of becoming a self. It says you