"Without being able to get free, I was definitely going to die there by a one or the other kind of mechanisms," he says. "I etched my name and my birth month and my what I thought was my death month in the wall of the canyon above my shoulder" He recorded his will on a handheld video camera then used it to record himself saying goodbyes with loved ones. But as it turned out, 'the end' wasn't all bad for him: A vision during that last night showed him holding a three-year-old boy who could be his son.