Is This Mother Energy the Opposition to Father Time?

The will of the individual is what's going to blow that cosmic dust whether towards the light or towards the material realm. The universe has a soul I have a soul we both have to go through evolution right we're just in different levels of evolution. So when we look at the beginning of the universe it's very interesting how material science comes up with like a big bang theory but they really don't want to talk about anything that became before the big bangRight there's a priest who came up with a bigbang theory well yeahYeah and it's kind of gone caught on and there's aspects to it but the thing is is they don't ever talk about Like what came before right right?