The Tension of Grieving as a Podcaster

I'm still I don't think I've synthesized that well we say vulnerabilities are super power and that's true. If you were to ask me like what what is the mission with the podcast? Probably be a little bit jumbled, right? It's because it's still something. You're building it as you go. Yeah, we're build it as we go but like people that like oh oh My preacher Pastor guy now started a podcast. Oh, I'm gonna love them over here Just like I love them over there... And then they listen to one and they're like no buddyyou How could you ever say that? Yes, that was never gonna come out in the sermon