The Struggle to Own Your Origin Story

I think you've done a fantastic job of just owning it owning like the at least the part of your origin story that I know about which is that I was in a sex cult. And, and being willing to like the level of candor that you bring to that topic I've just been really kind of impressed and inspired by. But like wanting visibility wanting to be to be seen wanting to be recognized wanting fame, and then shining away from it feeling embarrassed about it,. Just wanting to be invisible and all that's very, very up for me.