The Allergy of Alcoholism

I was definitely fortunate enough to grow up with no religion. My mother was raised by fundamentalists and my dad grew up in Syria. And so I think that that like allowed me the freedom to explore it on my own and then become like a deeply spiritual person. It's one of the reasons why I resonate so much with what you guys are doing when I discovered it. But I'm an anti, not even anti. I'm just like a non materialist. The world is still here, but the earth is gone in a way.