I'm Putting the Other Person's Needs First

i want people to realize why i might not have been loving my partner. I might demonstrate care, ah, but what would love really look like? You're really stepping into and living in love when you are put out in service of what they need. And so i was allowing myself to often be negatively impacted. Again, within reason. But i's willing to be put out, disappointed. So much so. My whole life has beenly enough, focused on my ambitions, you know? It's awful to me in a lot of ways, but in some ways, i also feel bad for him."