He told me that he didn't feel love or hate really, he said he kind of never felt much and kind of operated an autopilot. And it was shocking to actually ungrat my head around. He's like, I'm just throat float through the motions of life. Cause I can't love you. You're a person. You have to love someone and you have to love something. So anyway, he never told me, well, he actually did say he was falling in love with me rather style of the relationship. But anyway, anyway,  he was like, you know, I got love for you, but I'm not in love with you is what he