The end of the book is her reflecting on both her friendship with Emma and this one romantic relationship she had with Alex Alex. She says I like being by myself you see I just didn't want to be alone and now I never will be alone. Got all of them in her tum. And then she's like she got a little obsessed with me so I just like moved didn't tell her hmm iconic behavior I fear legends yeah book whips frankly yes no notes ten tens she is innocent your honor.