The You Isn't the Neutral Position

This isn't the you can be self or non-self. There's no you. It's not like there was one and they could be one if you don't watch out. Then there's an appearance of you and then that appearance wants to not appear as you, which is to search for non-humans. Yet it doesn't have any drive to get out of it because it has no ability to entertain it. And then all its failures make complete sense. You can't get out of self. Why? Because I'm not good enough. Get like that guy inside a nightlife looking at the mirror. No, it's not like you're going to become good enough. Anything