I Love the Metaphor of Chaos

I like the metaphor of juggling chain saws, or it's like, is chaos, and it's dangerous. I use a ball point pen or a fountain pen, and a nice notebook. When i sur cat back into it, it was actually very agitating to me,. It just felt uncomfortable holding the pen, and it felt slow. But it's actually been so helpful to to slow down, to deepen. Oony, i think that's awesome yn to know yourself and to know which tools to pick up when. And i also like your writing, long hands. Yes, i i love the absolute ie thinc that's a great metaphor of remembering how we like. Wil