Is God My Friend?

When my dad died, i was faced with learning something i had never known at that level before. None of us would ever choose loss, pain, disappointment, anythes. And so what am i going to do? Is god my friend? Yes, but he was my lord before he was my friend. My friendship with god can only go where his lordship has already been. I can't go into friendship with god where i haven't gone in lordship. It's the simplicity of faith that just trusts him no matter what. Hehe critiques me. I get that. I understand that. Buti, i just want to tell you that god gives us these special moments,