Are All These Things Because of Desperation?

I think that desperation is absolutely necessary for true spiritual growth. Like buddha had that desperation. He was asking why his situation was a little bit luckier than yours, in the sense that he had everything. And it sounds, in some ways, you've got nothing, althog. So i want you to really think a little bit about concretely, like, what you can manage in terms of, like, taking a walk, meditating. Am nos?