I Fail, I Don't Wanna Fail!

"I've wanted to blow up your mailbox. I've done that sort of thing a lot because I sin a lot," he says. "We really are allowed to detonate somebody's livelihood for the rest of their life Because they step outside of what is culturally acceptable or they do something stupid and wrong" He writes: "When you don't have a heart for God, you'll ask for giving us all day long,. But when you really want God and you're blown away by his mercy...you just do things other spiritual people won't do."