Do I Really Want to Be Credit Card Debt Free?

I decided that being credit card debt free was going to feel really, really good to me and I kept reminding myself that feeling is going to be amazing. The longer that we have money, the more difficult it is for us to part with it for things that you know impulse buys or things that we don't really even want anyway. What I'm trying to do now is to really practice the having of money which is so weird to think about that we even have to practice that but ask yourself what do you do when you get paid? Does it all go out the door immediately or do you spend some time having that money?