The Importance of Blessings

I would have only pegged it on my inability to Keep up my inability to be loving enough or to be selfless enough or to give of myself more. I didn't think it was me So did your husband try and give you blessings? That would be a normal thing a husband would do. Yeah, I stood blessings he was the one who Introduced me to psychedelics so that's he he was very supportive in wanting to help me Feel better. It got to the point too like I wouldn't say that I was ever fully Suicidal but I was like okay, and this is the only reason I did mushrooms as I was like if I'm gonna attempt something like this than just accept that