I'm a White Chick I Can Only Do So Much Right?

I was really into trying to emulate things not because I wanted to be them but I just wanted to be able to do stuff with my voice that I wasn't able to do. So like for instance at the time it was Mariah Carey and she was doing like vision of love you know that's this amazing song. And then there was another song on that vanishing and vanishing was really soulful and it was really like bluesy almost as being from the south. As a kid when everybody was like going to like you know pool parties and stuff like that as a kid I just was like more interested in like learning to sing and being in contests and stufflike that.