I have no doubt it came from my childhood. You know, I played sports a lot and that was kind of like the only time that I would get any recognition or anybody would notice me is when I really stood out and did something great. So that's when I got noticed or paid attention to is when I was when I did something really great. Like, can I just get noticed when I'm not doing something extraordinary? Exactly. When I'm just kind of being me. Yeah. Just being me. Okay. And you were carrying, I guess on your shoulders, this big achievement for women in your field, right? Like if I make it to retirement, then I represent what