Begrudging the Whole Thing

Ani get it, believe me. I have been through the same thing myself and we all go through it at different stages of our lies. The more we haven't listened to ourselves, the bigger the crash will be. She was turning her back on some of the much needed lessons and really was unable to embrace some of the gifts of that experience. It's a lot for us to cope with but what she hadn't realized is that she was hating the freedom an opportunity these experiences were offering her.