Samadi is a temporary state of enlightenment where the ego dissolves and all you are is unadulterated experience. So keep in mind that drugs not indictive. People talk about nothingness, but they think it's like oblivion. And so then we get into trouble, right? We use for a while. In ruth's case, she has an overdose. That's a medical emergency that she possibly could have died from. It's time to send her to rehab.