Is It a Conscious Decision to Run Away?

Video games were a great source of a great way to cope, cause i could easily insert myself into worlds that didn't have those things that to think about. I'm always looking for stuff to occupy my minde, very busyeryey, very busy minded. So, ow, it i was more so f the escapeism, avoidance, postponement. Is not like you consciously werelyk, i'm running away, yes,. Ok, cool. You know what i'm interested to know though, just kind of pigy backing off what you just said. Did you reconcile it in the same way that ryan just mentioned, where it's like, oh my god, i got