When to go from surrender to choice is a practice and attunement like your your equipment will know when it's time. You just have to trust that it will know. And the other really great example makes that helps me with this is if you have a child or know a toddler, you can benefit from this too. Leela: I noticed that I tend to keep a problem on a little altar or a seat in my consciousness. So then of course I'm perpetuating that reality.