Ori: There's this kind of phenomenon. Both if she and i were like surrendering to the idea that the day we die, we might have to earn it back. We might wake up and feel panic, or feel despair, or not a lot of faith,. Not really feeling in the flow of divine grace, or whatever you want to say. And that's k. Even the moment of death, your brain might be like, it's all bullshed. It's having a huge survival mechanism. It's panticking. It's trying to give you a drelin and all these things to get you out of the bed and live. But your body, i don't