I Love Being Single, but I Hate Being Single Forever

i really struggle with this idea of being single. I think my aversion to being single mostly stems from family pressure and larger society biosese. There's a contrived perception that there is something wrong with single women, especially those who are in their forties or fifties. But to be honest with you, i am completely in awe of single older women. They see themselves as successful power houses whose independence is attractive and commendable.