This morning i woke up wishing that i was on the capany coast of new zealand, where i used to live. And then it made me double happy, beause i thougt, you know, this is so much better than actually whet buying a house and maintaining it forever. That's a good thing to consume, is consuming your daydreams. I often play out alternate futures in my head. Like if there's something that i think i want, i'll vividly imagine myself having it and enjoying it. But then i also fast forward, and i vividly imagine myself growing tired of it, feeling guilty about it,. Feeling regret, wishing that i would have rented instead of