My happiness is independent of anything in the universe. My happiness is not sold to the universe, from whom now i will go around with a begging bowl. You are saying my happiness depends on going to heaven. No, i don't agree. What natigato will say. Freeing your happiness from the not self is givan muti, freedom. Nosiketa wants to free his happiness from these conditions. It's not against happiness. He wants all of it and much more, but not from these things which yama is showing him. That's the deep, profound thing about it. The more you get up this, more happy iu will be.