How Did You Decide to Go to Cosplay?

I actually loved cosplaying because I looked totally different. But parody, if your actress name is too strong, like too well known, and that can just, I don't know, that can be a nuisance in a way. They don't see the character. They see the actors. So what was like the breaking point when you decided, okay, I really want to get out of this industry now? Like how many times have you been to the Conan cafe and Sly? Oh no, Brute fantasy! Ah! Drum Brute fantasy. There's so many characters I forgot. What is fate or? It's one of those ganja games.