What's Up With the Nature of Reality?

Kane is unhappy because nothing he ever wants happens. The salt is rubbed into his wounds by the existence of his brother. He decides then and there, number one, to destroy his ideal. And so he goes out into the field and kills abel. When god asks where's my favorite son?  kane says, i killed him. It's a story that reveals two essential patterns of reaction to the self conscious, vulnerable conditions of existence. One is humble approach to infinity with determined attempts to make the appropriate sacrifices. The other is arrogance, resentment, the keeping of everything good for oneself and the degeneration of the soul into something that’s homicidally murderous