The Physiologic Interpretation of Reactivity

It's almost as if a, like just an endless reflection of mirrors got. Some little bit of, I don't know what will or. It like some image just got stuck in there and bounced around for. A few years Maybe a lifetime, but. There's still nothing actually happening there. That's the weirdest part about it. And it feels heavy. Probably because the body reacts to it. maybe that's why physiologically it feels so different when it stops. Oh, it can't. It seems as if it must be, it must happen. And that can stop somehow. The compulsory nature of the reactivity. What stops? Aside from suffering. Is there, I