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266: What if you thought everyone was dead?

This Is Actually Happening

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Then I Felt Like I Was in a Video Game and I Was Like I'm a Monster and I Feel Like I Can't Tell You What I Did or Didn't Know What I Was Doing

"I started to see things and started to lose my grip on reality but he was very much insistent that I go," she says of her ex-boyfriend OB. "It's almost like your whole peripheral vision suddenly becomes awake and everything has meaning the science the colors that people are wearing the way people are looking at you everything takes on this other meaning" She writes about how a three month trip to Ecuador had a stop over in LAX as it got closer and closer to the date our relationship got more and more negative and traumatic.

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