I've Been Terrified of Death Ever Since I Skidded Across the Road

i've been terrified of death ever since, cause i didn't see no god, no jesus, no family. And i think it's that powerlessness and that mystery and the fact that i think being alive is a b plus most of the time. I could start feeling my sensory, i kind of like that story i just told you. I could feel the edges of that sensory. And then i realized what's beyond that, and that's where i'm going to go. That's terrifying. Um, you know, close your eyes for three seconds. That's how long an eternity feels when you're dead. That's like, o i don't like thata.