I Don't Want to Be Sober. I Dont Want to Continue Drinking

I don't want to identify as an addict or have like a overly. Stench of sobriety hanging over the shoulder. I want to like drink less but have the option. If I quit drinking it's going to be out of vanity. Because I was undressing the other day and I noticed that my midsection was looking kind of soft. because I've just been like guzzling wine and cocktails for the past two weeks. Yeah we've been drinking more. I think usual also. But I think that's a seasonal effect of thing because we're just like suffering through the last weeks of winter. End of winter you're going to want to drink then spring. You're