Pre Trip Anxiety

I think it's actually very important that you do have some pre trip anxiety. I'm, in general, a i try to hold the psychodelic as a benevolent force or substance. It does feel like i'm holding a bottle of nitroglycerine. If i drop this bottle...it's going to explode. It's going to kill me. That's my attitude. And so i have that respect going in. And i have a little bit of anxiety. Now, it's not a panic attack, it't not full blown fear. And it's a paranoia where i start pantasizing of ot all the horrible ship that's about to happen to me after i take