Autistic? Is It a Disability?

i think for some reason people thought i was sort of like a burner, berkeley type or, you know, um, and i don't. I shower like three times a date, like, liplets ar, real number. Im very sensitive to, like, not even other people smelling bad, but like the thought that i might smell bad,. Like, if it means like, im to like, lose my hair at forty and, like, cause i overshower, that's, that’s the price i'm willing to ay. Is that real? Like, hot water, suppose a makes your hair. But  it just seemed too dirty for me.