How Did You Discover the Practice That You Are Practising Now?

At first i tried my n my other route, which is like maybe, you know, just having being very ambitious about art work. And it just was such a dead end that at some point soon after, i really dove into the spiritual path. Since then has been just this dedication to ethics. For one thing, i became very interested in practising ethics all throughout the day and evaluating if what i'm doing is helpful or considerate? Is it driven by fear or self-ness? Or is it driven by altruism, et cetera? That became very, very interesting to me,. To learn to practise continuously throughout every aspect of my life.